I still haven't come back from the marriage agencies "recess" but I will be forced to go back soon because the time limit is approaching. 

I've been having some noise complaints from my neighbors in my building so I was thinking about moving. It's a new building but the soundproofing is terrible and living here with a loud and very active toddler isn't the best idea. I'm working with someone now who is working at a rental company and he is doing an amazing job. We found a great place in Meguro but they don't allow children below a certain age.

 I told my current landlord that I wanted to leave by December so I have some time to find a place. 

 I am going to miss the rooftop balcony though. 

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Wherever we move I'll be sure to buy all the soundproofing equipment I can find. I just recently found out soundproofing curtains was a thing. 🤭

As for dating, I met only 1 person out of many many people that matched with me and messaged me. It's mainly because I'm too lazy to hire a babysitter and I don't like anyone strongly enough to pay the babysitter fees. :( 

I had a few guys actually offer to pay which I thought was so sweet but I honestly don't know what's wrong with me..

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Its like a part of me wants to give into the social amd family pressure of gettong married anf the other big part of me wants to remain single to have my freedom. 

I just feel so comfortable with my life right now. I see my friend's post about their husbands on their social media accounts and I'm happy for them but it doesn't stir me. I keep thinking 🤔...could I be a lesbian? 

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  Just kidding 🫣🫢

Oh and another reason i want to get married again is because I want more kids! I love Moemi but I really would like more children..yeah

....forget societial pressures..that's my main driving force! ^ ^ I love being a mommy.

I do have a date though on the 28th of October. I pushed the date back because I wanted to mentally prepare myself. I accepted the date because the guy has a child close in age to mine and...he reminds me of Goro Majima from Yakuza 0. 🤭

I gotta finish cooking.~