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Another Omiai~~~July 17, 2024

 I have 1 more omiai set up for this month and I'm so scared because the hotel lounge is REALLY fancy and I've been a introverted sloth for the past few months so I don't know if I'll be able to get rid of the nervousness I feel. The man in question is very good looking and checks all my boxes, which makes it worse. After politely declining the other omiai requests I thankfully have 2 more omiai's before this one, so hopefully those will help me get back into the swing of dating (with the intent to marry).

On a side note!

I just found out amazing news that my friend from high-school is either engaged or recently married!!! 💍 💖💖💖 I'm still in the process of finding out!

I'm so incredibly happy for her because I knew for a long time that she is SO loving and kind hearted and  has sooo much love to give. I'm just grateful that she has someone to give her love and to recieve her love. I remember praying with her and my mother before I left for Japan and I'm so incredibly thankful God blessed her!!!!💖💖

As for me I'm focusing on getting Moemi all the help and love she needs, myself and these omiai's! Life is good (praise God!) so I don't feel rushed!! In fact, I know once I find someone and get married, I'll have to move and the chances of finding another place, In the locations I want with a roof top balcony are slim. 🥺 So I'm trying to enjoy my place while I can!

On a side note, I've found a really good Japanese learning tool that I'll start using once I'm finally able to get Moemi in a nursery! I'm so excited to start studying again!! I always had fond memories of going to different coffee shops and community centers to learn stocks. This time it will solely be for Japanese study. I'm definitely looking forward to it!