I’m normally such a positive and optimistic person but the past month and a half I’ve been feeling so negative. This is extremely unlike me considering whenever I have a negative episode it usually lasts 24 hours max. However this feeling has been sticking to me for so long. 

So I decided to start praying again (I've been back sliding a lot recently) and already feel so much better. I feel so peaceful. It happened so suddenly to! Yesterday I was having the worst headache and it seemed no matter what I did, the headache wouldn't go away. It wasn't until it was time to go to bed that I broke down and started crying and praying. In between sobs I asked God to heal my body but also to heal my stress, anxiety and negativity. It seemed like almost instantly I felt a hand covering my body and it was like my soul felt like everything was going to be okay. I slept with my soft red velvet bible in my arms and woke up feeling so refreshed. My headache was completely gone and the negative feeling cloud that was hovering over my head had dispersed. I decided to write this blog post today because I wanted to remind myself that I'm not alone and whenever I have a problem that I can just come to God with it. 

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