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America For Thanksgiving~~ Negative thoughts~~Nov 25, 2018

I'm not sure if I mentioned this in any previous posts but I went back to America for the Thanksgiving holiday (also because of my visa). I left Japan Nov 1st and stayed with my family till Nov 23rd, the day after thanksgiving. I had the most wonderful time visiting my loved ones. Words really can't express how happy I was to see everyone. It reminded me of when my parents came to visit me in Japan, May of this year - as soon as I saw my mom across the street at the Yokosuka base front gate, I ran up to her, with my eyes filled with tears and started crying in her arms.
There was no crying this time but just really good and sweet feelings in my heart!
While I was there I was really able to think about things. It's not like I was working, in fact, this trip was like a nice little vacation for me. Not to mention, I haven't left Asia for more than 2 years- so visiting home was long overdue. 

So like I said, while I was there I had loads of time to think. I felt so comfortable at home, so at peace. It made me realize why some people never leave their hometown or country. I'll be honest, I love being in Japan but sometimes I get the urge to want to move back. Being by myself and so far away from my family has made me feel extreme anxiety. The funny thing is, I feel as if an occasional hug from a loved one would suffice. I'm confident that if I were to make a family for myself here, the anxiety and urge to move back home would go away.
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